true love for urself..

..hey guyz..
..people of planet Mars especially..
..what kind of girl that u would like as ur girlfriend, usually ?? ..
..most of my friend like a really cute girl..
..someone that so naive even childish..
..naive girl is like the most wanted girlfriend for them..
..if its not a naive girl,,that can be a girly-girl..
..thats juz my thought,,but is that true ?? ..
..idk..
..i dont have much experience in this kind of things..
..im not that kind of girl i mention above..
..im NOT that naive..
..im NOT a girly-girl..
..im NOT that childish too..
..is there someone who'll like me ?? ..
mmm~
..i have faith..
..a faith in true love..
..true love that will accept any weakness without exception..
..true love that will accept me for who i really am..
..sometime,,somewhere..
..that man will come into my life and make my life more worth it..
..if u still dont get it until now,,dont be desperate..
..i believe that there's someone out there who's still waiting for our presence..
..there's still one for each of us..
..its juz problem of time..
..and how we give effort to find our true love..
..i will find it,,so do you..
rite ??

jane a.k.a winidepu
^^

signature analyzer ??

..in this few days theres educational exhibition..
..theres 2 big exhibition frm UKP n UBAYA..
..today's UBAYA's turned..
..many kind of faculties there..
..between all that faculties psychology faculty is the most crowded booth..
..idk what so interesting abt that faculty that makes that booth so crowded..
..me n my friend r so curious abt that..
..so we got through the crowd n understand why it happen suddenly..
..theres a woman at that booth who can analyze a person frm their signature..
..everyone wanna try..
..me either..
LOL
..after queue in some minute i got my turn..
..i sign, she analyze..
..and she said,"have u ever think that ur childhood is ur happy time ??"..
..in a second i think im gonna say "yes"..
..but the fact is,,im just say "mm..not too bad"..
..she thinking again and said,"u still wanna have fun, u still love do something fun n dislike a complicated thing"..
..im just nodding n nodding cz thats all TRUE..
..we must have fun with all we did, rite ?? ..
..without fun all we did will be so boring n feels so difficult..
..she said again,"but thats all must be minimalized cz ur age is old enough n u cant just have fun, give effort in everything u do especially in this university life"..
yeayeayea~
..i got it..
..this life is not all filled with "have fun"..
..sumtimes we gonna face some serious problems that cant be solved instantly..
..we must put so much efforts in that before it solved..
hmm~
..but after all having fun is still needed..
..that's a basic need..
LOL
..fun fun fun..
..have fun people so u're not gonna be frustated..

^O^
xoxo winidepu

XIIA3

..plz dont be bored abt this topic ok..
..it's my life now..
:D :D
..it have been better for me in this class now..
..the people, the situation, but not the schedule..
..the school start earlier, and end longer..
..they promise us to be free in saturday..
..but, no..
..we're still in school in saturday..
..they call it character building..
..is that sounds important ?? ..
..idk abt urs, at least it's a BIG NO for me..
..we need rest after that all tiring school rite ?? ..
errgh~
..what the hell ?! ..
hmm
..but it's okay..
..the important thing r relax and stay away frm problems..
fuuh~
..ok guyz..
..thats all frm me tonite..
and byee~

^^

still the new class..

..u know guyz,,it's already 2 days i've been in this class..
..for the first time i think this class gonna be great..
..cz i see the people..
..but for now i dont think so..
..i become so quiet in this class !! ..
OMG
..this is so not me..
hmm
..it's like dejavu..
..dejavu with my 7th grade..
..u know,,my 7th grade SUCKS !! ..
..SOOOO HELL SUCKS !! ..
..but i've change n hv so much great years until now..
..so i can think i can consider this year will be great too rite ?? ..
..i mean,,auw c'mon,,this is my last year in high school people..
..i MUST hv fun..
yea~
..I MUST..
hmm
..anw,,idk why i remember abt my note on my facebook acc while i write this entry..
..i'll post it here..

Perasaan paling menyakitkan adalah perasaan terabaikan, tak diinginkan, tak dianggap, tak dicintai..
Seakan-akan kau tak pernah ada dan tidak pernah hidup di dunia ini..
Setiap orang ingin dianggap..
Setiap orang ingin dicintai..
Setiap orang ingin mempunyai seorang teman..
Tidak ada orang yang tidak menginginkan teman..
Mempunyai seorang teman saja sudah membuat seseorang yakin bahwa dia memang layak hidup..
Meskipun setiap orang sebenarnya pasti pantas hidup..
Tapi terkadang perasaan terabaikan, tak diinginkan, tak dianggap, dan tak dicintai itu semua datang dari dalam diri kita sendiri..
Membuat kita semakin terpuruk dalam jurang kesendirian..
Masih merasa tidak punya teman sampai sekarang??
Carilah sendiri..
Berusahalah untuk membuka kesempatan untuk dirimu sendiri..
Karena . . tidak ada cukup banyak orang yang cukup peduli untuk mengerti atau, minimal, menyadari bahwa kita ada..
Kita harus berusaha untuk diri kita sendiri..
Jangan selalu mengandalkan atau menyalahkan orang lain..

Karena di luar sana tidak selalu ada cukup banyak orang untuk peduli . .

..i'll keep it in Indonesian language..
..im bone idle to translate it..
..n i think it looks better in Indonesian..
..if u dont understand it u can ask me..
..i'll translate it for u..
..psst,,this note related to my previous entry..
:D :D

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new class..

..hey guyz..
..got new class today..
..XIIA3..
..u know,,my class is so respectively since im in JHS..
..VII-4, VIII-3, IX-2..
..X-5, XIA4, XIIA3..
..see ?? ..
..hmm..
..weird but cool i think..
LOL
..mm..
..back to the topic,,NEW CLASS..
..the first i see the name list of my class,,i think i know many people than i think i would..
..i think it would be good for me..
..really..
..i still think like that till now..
..u know,,when u keep silent at the first time in a new class,,it's just a common syndrome..
..new class syndrome..
LOL
..my syndrome i think..
..as the time goes by u will enjoy the class..
..while myb not so enjoyable as u think at the first time but it'll better..
..trust me..
..i prove it already..
..as im not that kind of 'it' girl at my school,,i think u can take my word as a common opinion..
..rite ?? ..
..mm..
..just to tell u all..
..this morning i got a little shock therapy..
..new class syndrome ??..
..haha~..
NO NO NO
..it's just my old bestfriend *if i can tell she's my bestfriend, surely*..
..i cant tell u the story here cz it can make this entry too long to see..
LOL
..but i just want to tell u that frm that friend i found one new fact abt her..
..she's so kind,truly,many of my friends said that already n me too..
..but today i realize that she's not too care to her friend who's not too close to her..
..if i can assess her kindness and her care to others *just in my case* i'll give her 8 for kindness n 0 for her care, especially..
..u know,,i dont know that this kind of people are exist before..
..but it's okay for me..
..she's not my only friend..
..i still hv tons..
..dont hv to be sad for someone that i assume as my bestfriend but not assume me as her bestfriend rite ?? ..
..i deserve the better one :)) ..
..u too guyz..
..choose the best for urself cz myb there r not so much people who really care for ur best..
..so fight for urself,,dont be so sloppy..
..u deserve the best :D :D ..

NB: it's like im using 'LOL', 'rite', 'u know' words too much..
LOL again..i need to have more fun..so,,let me ok ??
:D :D

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U.N.I.V.E.R.S.I.T.Y

..next year i have to attend in university..
..it's a must..
..i dont wanna be late to get in university..
..so i have to think abt what faculty i want..
..confused abt that..
..the first thing come into my mind is film..
..everything abt film..
..film making, editing, production..
..everything..
..n based on my friend opinion which i agreed,,it's no used to study film in Indonesia..
..u all know that Indonesian film still cant compete with america's or hollywood's..
..if i cant say bad..
..especially in the special effect things which i really want the most if im study film..
..the best if i can study in america..
..still based on my friend opinion,,if i cant study in america or somewhere around,,singapore n malaysia still good..
..but study abroad is not that easy for me..
..the fee, the appliances..
..idk,,so confused @@~ ..
..i dont know the best university to study too..
..i think its gonna be hard..
..so i have the substitution for that film faculty..
..i think abt hospitality..
..or myb business..
..i can get that 2 faculties in Indonesia..
..hmm..
..but im still obsessed with film study..
..is there anyone know abt university for film study in malaysia or singapore ?? ..
..tell me if u know..
..i'll be so thank u to u..
\(^o^)/

SCHOOL !!!

..after that great time at trawas i have other things waiting for me..

..next friday i'll going to school AGAIN..
..as the third grade student..
..i dont know i hv to be happy or sad..
..happy cz i'll meet my friends again..
..i'll meet some new classmates..
..what a nervous me :)) ..
..sad when i imagine the assignments, tests, works that wil come,, what a busy day it will be..
..fiuh~..
..im tired just thinking abt that..
..else, we still must have additional class after end of school ==a ..
..what a pity..

..so ?? ..
..what u think guyz ? ..
..happy or sad ?? ..
..hmm..
..whatever it is,, i must do it, rite ?? ..
..thats just life..
..whats so hard abt that ?? :D ..
..sooo..
..u must wish me luck people..
xD

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