boyfriend or boy friend ??

18 years old.

never be in a relationship.

this mate issue always make me a lil bit 'galau' ( thats indonesian terms for something like uneasy feeling ).

when i ever close to hv a boyfriend then everything being ruined.

i hv many boy friends but no boyfriend.

how this can be ??

sometimes i think theres something wrong with me.

but then i realize that some of my friend never be in a relationship also.

so im not the only poor one.

but to be honest i wanna hv one.

oya about two days ago my mom tell me her conversation with one of her friend when they made a phone call.

my mom said that her friend hv an acquaintance.

he's 28 years old n he likes tiny girls.

isnt it weird that he only wants to be with tiny girls ??

but thats relief me cz that made me know that there must be someone who still like a tiny girl like me.

LOL

and as i am a tiny girl so she remember about me n intend to match me with him.

firstly, im just laughing.

dont u imagine 18 with 28 ??

oh nooo.

when he already wants to get married, im sure i still want to find a job.

then my mom said that she doesnt want to force me.

i will find my mate in time.

so i think, ' ok, mom. i trust u, n this mate issue wont worry me anymore.'

mom's words do relief me.

xoxo winidepu