ordinary - unordinary

i got in an unordinary part of my life..

dont like to be in this part of life..

sometimes i think that i want to go back to my ordinary life before this..

really..

this part of my life is so complicated..

so many feelings to take care..

so many feelings to consider..

so many things to do in 'parents rule'..

so tired to thinking that all..

remember abt my past when im just a girl without many things to think..

remember how bored i am in my ordinary life..

remember how i stuck in my monotonous life..

idk which is better for me..

i miss my ordinary life when im in my unordinary life..

n im sure that i'll miss this kind of unordinary part of my life when im stuck in my ordinary life..

ahhh~~

why we as a human never satisfied with one thing ??

this is troublesome for me..

by a stressed winnie the pooh :((