childhood

how old r u now ??

17 ?? 20 ?? 30??

or more ??

okay, im 18, and i start to miss my childhood.

when im just a little girl.

little naive girl.

a baby who know nothing.

a girl who just know abt fun, play, dream.

a little human without problem.

a human with no sins or bad thought.

that children who really know how to have fun.

but life change.

people change. people grow.

if thats not us who grow up, who will take care of the children ??

so grow up in time, people.

make ur children having fun in their childhood.

cz thats their time.

n tell them to grow up as well as their age added.

cherish ur childhood memories.

or we can say babyhood ??

hahaha.

n think abt it when u r too stuck with ur problem or myb u r sooo not happy with ur life. 

myb it can be ur strength.

crying ?? emotional things ?

 

how many times you've cried in your life ??

twice ??

three times ??

or more ?

r u male ?

or female ??

myb u asking 'is the genders  matters ?'.

now let see.

some people said that a guy not permitted to cry.

only a girl who crying.

now let see my opinion.

for me, crying is a normal thing.

the genders doesnt matter.

what matter is where r u crying ?

i think every people has the right to show their emotional side with crying.

but here, for a guy i also think that they must be stronger than a woman.

then what should they do ?

u guys, r permitted to cry, how many time it is, but dont let ur tears falling down in front of people.

specially in front of ur lady.

u have to be stronger than her.

thats not her who should be stronger than u.

thats U.

u r permitted to cry in front of people even ur lady just in case, this really really in case, u cant hold it anymore.

thats really 'just in case'.
i cried.
but i always try hard not too show it in front of people or at least not in front of ALL people.
i cant hold it anymore myb in mmmm... twice ??
but dont ask abt how many times people dont see it :)

so be strong guys.
u have to protect a lady n make ur lady feel safe with u!!

thats mine.

how abt urs, ladies out there ??

or myb guys out there??

xoxo winidepu

 

i thought abt drum from likee, mmm....years ago ??

yeah, i think.

i wanna play a drum.

i always excited watching someone playing drum.

n i always love guys while playing drum.

they looks soo soooooo COOL !!

arent they ?? x)

n now i start to think that i want to learn drum.

a little tiny girl like me playing something big like drum.

how's that looks ??

mm, cool ??

or...amazingg ??

haha.

yahh. i think that must be cool.

so who wanna teach me ??

OK - B1A4

am i  a K-POPer??
oh nono.
im just knowing some of them.
and someday before i found this group and, yes, i like their song.
here they are, B1A4!!
im not gonna give u much of information abt them.
i just wanna share something i found.
oh but i like one of the personnels.
his name is Young-Jin, the leader.
cute n funny face i think x)
n this song was created by him.
he has a good taste of song.
if u think that their face are similar, yeah years ago i ever thought like that, believe me, there he is with the pink headband.
watch till the end of the video n u will find him ♥
and why their group's name is B1A4 ??
this is one that i remember.
that based on their blood types.
so, just enjoy the music n video!!
lets move the body guys! :D

when someone dislike you.......

when someone dislike you, choose one :

1. they tell you that they dislike u somehow

2. they act like nothing's wrong with you but they say something bad behind you

so which is better ??

i dont know which is better.

some say better they tell us directly.

but i think that probably make me feel so ashamed.

some say better they're telling us nothing abt our bad n they can say anything behind us.

but i think that will make me feeling backstabbed.

for me, nothing's better.

but if i have to choose, i'll choose the first one.

myb i'll feel ashamed.

i'll try to take it positive for me to fix myself.

but it'll be better when they tell me in a good way.

i'll appreciate that much.

so what's yours, people ??

they are your friend ?? YES, THEY ARE !!

myb they're not the best people in the world.

but thats them who always listens to me without saying that im stupid when i did something wrong.

thats them who stay by my side when my tears went down.

thats them who make me laugh again when i got angry.

thats them who tell me not to cry so im not looks so weak in front of others.

myb thats all i need.

that makes me proud to say that they're my FRIEND.

my BESTFRIEND.

 

yes, im not a mellow or sentimental person.

same with some of them.

but here i wanna say really thank you to all of them specially Jes n Er from my deepest heart for their willingness on accompany me passed through my problem.

thanks for their opinion that makes me realize this n that.

thanks for helping me see things frm different sight.

i really really appreciate it.

myb i couldnt say all of it in real life.

okay,stop the chick flick talking here.

haha.
:))

let's find the SIGN

how do you know that they're the real prince or princess for you ??

how do you know that they're the right one ??

how do you know that they're just for you ??

even there are so many choices out there, you have to choose one the best for you.

and, sure, you dont want to choose the wrong one.

that's so hard, huh ?

so many to choose.

but in the end we ourself will know which is the best for us.

who is the right one for us.

there must be a sign that just understood by us.