that experience

on the last sunday, i've experienced thing that never happened to me before.

every sunday i went to church with my mom n sis.

while waiting my father picked us up, we met the priest.

talking for a while.

asking what i'm study now.

asking for my sis too.

n when he knew that my sis will be married, he pray for all of us.

n, yea, i dont know why.

my tears just wanna falling down.

what happen to me ??

i dont know.

i think thats the first time someone show the real care to us.

especially to me.

n thats the first time i know someone pray for me.

whereas he's not too close to us.

he just know us.

how come he can be so care to us whereas someone that close to us sometimes just dont care much.

n in the end, i just cant stop my tears to falling down.

but i swept it fast.

myb i just got that teary eyes.

i really dont know what happen to me at that time.

i just feel so touched with the priest's pray.

nederlands :)

Hoe gaat het ??

alles goed??

some of u myb will say 'what the hell are u saying ??!'

haha.

yes that's not english. 

thats dutch.

it means 'how are you ? is everything alright ?'

my hospitality faculty made me must learn one more language beside english.

there r kinds of choices.

like chinese, german, french, korean, and dutch.

mostly people will choose chinese cz like we all know chinese is the second important language after english now.

but no, im not choose what mostly people choose.

for me, im done with chinese.

gave up.

im still okay with the conversations. 

but im not okay with their pictorial writings.

they're sooooo hard to learn.

i learn abt it from school since elementary but i dont feel like im an expert in it.

different with english.

so then im going to choose german so maybe i can get in the dual degree program at Switzerland.

but then my friend telling me that the cost can be 300 million. 

what the hell!!
thats like i take three times bachelor study.

so that my hope was falling down so hard.

thats why i choose dutch.
the cost for the course is not too expensive and mybe i can be an apprentice in Netherlands.

the class with 9 of my hospitality friends was fun n the language is not too difficult cz it's similar to english n indonesian

good isnt it ??

soooo.......

wish me luck ??

sure u will wish me luck!

this is some of us :)

xoxo winidepu

say hello confidently to the SOMETHING NEW

have u ever feel afraid for the future ?

for what will happen next day, next 6 months, or next year ?

oh or mybe the next hour ?

for something new u will go through ?

i ever.

sometimes i feel the fear. 

sometimes i feel nervous.

sometimes i feel not confident.

but u know what?

these days i realize that what i wondering about is nothing.

i wondering abt nothing.

the fact is there nothing to fear abt.

nothing to feel nervous abt.

n no reason to be not confident.

the conclusion is 'it always seems impossible until it is done'.

xoxo winidepu

love ≠ money but love still NEEDS money

one of my friend said 'true love these days ?? bullshit. todays, love = face = money'

what u think guys ??

is this right ??

yea myb some of u will say 'AGREE' , 'thats right', or 'dont forget the cars, man'

yes yes yes.

but u know, i dont think that it's the right formula.

for me, love is NOT the same with face.

really *if love is all abt face so what will happen to people with not-too-good appearance?? think.*

i ever experience this n i can say that it's not the same.

but for money, i will correct it.

it's not the same but i will change it that LOVE NEEDS MONEY.

dont be naive, dude.

myb when u married yet, u wont feel it.

but lets think abt this,

will u, girls, marry u, guys, that doesnt has any jobs just because u love each other ??

for u who answer yes *cz im a girl, i hope no girl will say yes to this question -pray-*, oh please be realistic.

see, guys with no job = no money = no food = no life.

i didnt mean to offend u guys, but u still the patriarch, isnt it ??

myb u'll say im sarcastic or what.

but admit it that im right.

u think u can have a good life just count on LOVE ??

wow.

so just eat that love when u're hungry.

thats just always work on film.

but in real life ??

thats wont always works as u want it will be.

u wont be fulled just by love. 

am i right ??

with kids, life must be harder. 

milk, shirts, school, food......

im sure u dont want ur kids have bad nutrition or education, do u ??

so i didnt say that love is all abt money.

i didnt say that love is the same with money.

but however, u will always need money in love.

wake up frm ur little kid's dreams abt love, people. 

n welcome to the reality.

xoxo winidepu

my life is not drama

how if u life is a korean drama ?

i think there must be a lot of tears and excessive act. 

technically there must be a lot of  'drama' and u're the drama queen or king.

yeah, i cry a river when i watched Endless Love and Winter Sonata.

i said 'how sweet !!' so many times when i watched My Girl.

im going to be furious when i watched  Gu Jeon Pyo's mother in Boys Before Flowers.

yea, they're good. 

but u know what?

i do not always watch them complete.

usually i watch the first eps n then the last eps. 

when i felt the movie is interesting i watch it completely.

cz i dont know why sometimes i get bored watching them in the middle of the movie.

back to the topic.

looking at most of the korean drama, i think i dont wanna my life become like them.

sometimes i think myb it must be interesting if my life is like a korean drama.

but then i think, i dont want my life full of tears.

i dont wanna have too much problem.

and i dont want an excessive act in my life.

one thing i envy in korean drama is the romanticness.

oh, n one more thing.

there are so many cute-handsome-charming guys !!

can i just have that part of korean drama in my life ??

hahaha

okay2 stop being a girl-really-wants-handsome-guys.

but still, they're so cute !!

okayyy.

ehem ehemmm.

so, let my life being my life n not being drama.

my life is not drama.

it's real life. 

thats all.

ciaoo ^^

xoxo winidepu

FASHION vs AGE

this is for u, girls !

i watched a tv show some day ago.
it's about a celebrity who go to the wilds of Indonesia somewhere.

the place still so natural.

then one of the celebrity said that the girls there so ageless.

a 16 years old girl isnt looked like a 16 years old girl.

thats not like in Jakarta, which is the capital city of Indonesia, where a 16 years old girl looks so old. 

he said that a 16 years old girls in Jakarta not like a 16 years old girl.

they look like 20 or more.

looks so old.

that what he said.

and u know what ??

I AGREE.

my mom do AGREE too.

why is that happen u think ??

i think, one reason is fashion.

they see the models look so beautiful and stylish so they want to be like them.

they dont pay attention to their age.

yes, they will look stylish with that outfit.

but sometime, they'll look not in the right age.

someday back then, i go to the mall and saw my junior in school.

i told my mom abt her n she was so surprised.

my mom said that before i told her that she is my junior my mom think that she's older than me.

that happens when i showed some photos of my friend to my tutor too.

i dont judge anyone to be like anything. 

but i think it's better to dress just like your age, isnt it ??