Because Of You - Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I Will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far 

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid 

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with 

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid 

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid 

Because of you
Because of you

old song but still good 'til now.. 

B.E.S.T.F.R.I.E.N.D

who is ur bestfriend ??

why u regard them as ur bestfriend ?

this kind of thoughts r hovering in my mind..

i think n think..

then i know abt something..

that the one that i regard as my bestfriend is the one who can really understand me..

who always set their ears ready to hear all of my grievances..

who always have their shoulder when i need to spill out my tears..

who will never just blame me whatever happens but also help me to correct my eror..

who always can make me smile in my sadness..

who will never feel bothered with me around..

who can be a safe box for all my secrets..

who accept me truly frm heart..

the one who know my worst n my best..

i think bestfriend wont be so many..

myb it's just one or two..

n now i think i hv two..

i regard them as my bestfriend but idk abt what they think..

but still so thank you for both of them..

so,,who can be ur bestfriend guys ??

regards :: winidepu who wants her happy simple life back

when u love someone..

"love is when u r happy to see someone u love happy even though it was not with u"

ever hear abt this quote guys ??

some of u would know abt this quote..

so what do u think ??

is that right ?

FYI,,i remember abt this quote cz my boy friend said that this quote is bullshit..

he said when u love someone u will not want him/her to be with others..

n u wont be happy if he/she doesnt love u back..

but after thinking abt this i dissagree with him..

i knew that when u see ur beloved one is happy u'll be happy too..

n when u really love someone u will just think abt give the best for him/her..

n u would not expect any benefits for everything u've done..

even he/she doesnt love u back..

cz u just want to make he/she be happy..

i hv nvr felt this kind of love..

but frm what i think,,when u love someone sincerely u will not ever care abt ur happiness but ur beloved's happiness no matter what u hv to do to make he/she happy..

myb not all of u thinking the same way with me..

but myb u can think abt this..

myb u'll think this is just a naive thought..

but try to think sincerely..

Endlessly - B44

Late at night you call on the phone
We'd talk about the day
When you found out he was cheating
You tell me that it hurts to the bone
To trust someone that way
To find that he was deceiving

And I know I've always
Just been a friend
But if you look my way
I'll make sure you never hurt again

(( chorus ))
Do you know I exist
Just to promise you this
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you answer my prayer
I'd cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you'd only see
How beautiful you and I would be
Endlessly

I remember when you fell in love
I could not believe
That it was not with me
I sent a secret prayer up above
And put my heart away
So that you could be free

And I know right now,
You're broken in two
But did you know my heart's been
Broken since the day I met you

Do you know I exist
Just to promise you this
Endlessly to be true to you
And if you answer my prayer
I'd cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you
And in my sweetest dream
You'd learn to put your faith in me
Endlessly

Sometimes the thing you need
Is the one thing you can't see
If you put your faith in me
How beautiful you and I would be

(( chorus ))

Great song !!

this is my mood booster for now !~!!

ACCORDING TO YOU - ORIANTHI

 

According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless
I can't do anything right
According to you I'm difficult, hard to please
Forever changing my mind

I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time
Even if it would save my life
According to you, according to you

But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted

Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

According to you I'm boring, I'm moody
And you can't take me any place
According to you I suck at telling jokes
'Cause I always give it away

I'm the girl with the worst attention span
You're the boy who puts up with that
According to you, according to you

But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted

Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

I need to feel appreciated
Like I'm not hated, oh no
Why can't you see me through his eyes?
It's too bad, you're making me dizzy

But according to me you're stupid, you're useless
You can't do anything right

But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted

Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it
Baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you, you
According to you, you

According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless
I can't do anything right

after a month..

long time no see guys..

my laptop was broken n make me cant blog in a month..

so..

what happen in a month ???

so much..

sad or fun ??

mostly sad..

n now myb i was lose, myb, the important thing my life cz of my false myb..

my life r full with 'myb' word..

huffttt~

n now i dont know this is a good or a bad way..

i just dont want him to be hurter than this..

n i think, sometimes differences just cant bear by a couple..

i dont know why this relationship come to this kind of ending..

i dont want this..

he thinks i dont care..

he thinks myb im stupid..

but the fact is, i still care..

but sometimes i just cant control my nature..

i dont want to hurt him anymore..

that will make me more guilty than now..

myb in this kind of situation he can find the best girl for him..

n i know thats not me..

so..

sorry for every bad thing i ever done to u..

i never mean that..

i know im wrong n im sorry..

im really sorry for making u in this kind of situation again..

im really sorry..